Friday, January 30, 2004

Well after eating my weight's worth in cookies today at work... I felt pretty crummy. Fortunately, I got everything done that I needed to get done when I got home and quite frankly... I did a darn good job on those things! So I need to brush my teeth. I think that tonight... I will hit the sack in about 2 seconds. I am probably going to sleep for about 27 hours too. I think that's about how sleepy I am. If I took a class on sleeping... I would get kicked out, and the worse part about that is that I would be awake when they did it! Usually when you get kicked out of a class you are asleep. Man o man would that stink...

Saturday, January 24, 2004

Ok, I promise after this song I won't post anymore songs. I just haven't been feeling very philosophical lately so this is the best I can do!

My Glass is not half empty,
It's not even there.
Your eye's don't tell me
What I need to hear

Wake me from this endless sleep
I can't wait till' morning.
Tell me that it's not the end
The end of our story

Sometimes, it feels, like the colors
Are fading
And it's hard to find peace
In a world that's turned grey

When I think I can
Becomes I thought I could
When I figure out
What it's all about
When I realize
I don't know how to fly
Will you hold onto
My wings...

Wake me from this endless sleep
I can't wait till' morning
Tell me that, it's not the end
The end of your story

Monday, January 12, 2004

Woke up this morning with a funny feeling
Wasn't really sure what it was all about
But it felt like I was disappearing
so I ran to the mirror to check it out
I said "Here I am, here I am, here I am...but why do I feel like the invisible man?"

I stumbled back into the bedroom
and stared out at the rising sun.
Then I heard myself shout out the window,
not really talking to anyone,
I yelled, "Here I am, here I am, here I am...but why do I feel like the invisible man?"

Lights went on, people started yelling,
"Will the crazy man go back to bed."
And there I was, laughing out my window,
feeling much better now, somebody heard what I said.

It's no big thing, no revelation,
no answer to the lives we lead.
But I think I do know one thing:
Sometimes I think we all need to say,
"Here I am, here I am, here I am,
when life makes us feel like the invisible man."

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

If love were all it took, we'd all be taken in disquise
The mask that we all wear, it seems impossible to hide
My insecurities were all that I could see
But you were looking in to see the deeper side of me

I've made up my mind now
I can do anything
It just might take some time, you see
To find what's meant inside of me

Look in the mirror
See who you are
Open your eyes love
You can't have gone that far

The hand that I've been dealt, it seems my walls are caving in
There has to be a way for me to crawl out of this skin
I'd walk away, I'd leave it all, and finally be free
To make my way through life and be who I was meant to be

I've made up my mind now
I can do anything
It just might take some time you see
To find what's meant inside of me

Saturday, January 03, 2004

I just want you all to know... that I am officially depressed. 2 weeks without Adam Wiseman is just not enough....