Friday, August 20, 2004

So it's Friday night and I just got in from seeing the Zach Braff movie Garden State. Possibly one of the best movies I have ever seen. Everything was so random and strange and yet it somehow all made sense and came together in a way that I have never seen in an art film before. In my opinion, Zach Braff is a genius! To top it all off... the movie also contains a kick butt soundtrack that I immediately ordered from Amazon.com. It was such a breath of fresh air concidering this week. This week was just one of those weeks. Honestly, I have just been hating my new school. Tuesday night I was on the phone for 2 hours with my mother bawling my eyes out because I thought that my life was truly horrible. Wednesday morning, I go to my mom's school and she tells me that my best friend's brother and his wife and his wife's sister were killed in a wreck just that morning. Adam and Sabrina had been married for about 3 weeks. Ashley has been my best friend since we were in the second grade and she just a few weeks ago moved to Ft. Worth and it has truly been a blessing. I had gotten to see more of her in the past few weeks than I had in years. Adam and Sabrina were both only 24. I know it seems so cliche to even say this but things like this put things in such perpective. The first thing I did was drive to my brother's apartment. I honestly don't know what I would do if I lost him, and I know that he means as much to me as Adam meant to Ashley. In my worst dreams nothing could touch the way I would feel if I lost my brother so I cannot imagine what Ashley is going through. It's just so close to home. I stayed up most of the night last night thinking of what I would say, what I would put in the card. Everything just seems so ridiculous to even say. I'm not sure what I expected from this Blogg. Maybe I just needed to ... I really don't know.

Sunday, August 15, 2004

Ok so it's been about 27 years since I have blogged but since Mr. Steve was kind enough to comment on my 27 year old blog I decided to give it a go. So I made the big moved and am finally living in an apartment. I am "living" with my brother girlfriend, but the fact is she is never there so I have it pretty much to myself. My changed has consisted of Cocoa Puffs and milk pretty much 3 times a day. I guess I am officially Cucku for Cocoa Puffs! I wish I could express to you how sad it is to not have work everything with Katherine and Steve. THe fact that I actually have to associate with kids at my new school is just almost more than I can bear. Hopefully things will get better, although I'm pretty sure I won't ever have as much fun with the staff. Obla de, life goes on! It's actually quite funny because the school is in this crazy gated community and I have never seen so many boob jobs in one night in my life!! Those crazy ladies...Anywho, I am excited about school starting. I am taking two acting classes along with my core stuff so I can finally see if I'm even cut out for the acting thing. I wish that college text books could be just a little more expensive. They must just not be making enough money off of the cheap tuition these days that they have to make book prices so high...So sad. Anyway, I hope that all those who read my blog anymore had a wonderful summer and that you have a great time doing whatever it is that you are doing. Oh! I've written some new songs since my last blog but I'll blog them on a future blog. Maybe someday I'll even figure out how to make my blog as cool looking as everyone elses. Until then!!