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So it's Friday night and I just got in from seeing the Zach Braff movie Garden State. Possibly one of the best movies I have ever seen. Everything was so random and strange and yet it somehow all made sense and came together in a way that I have never seen in an art film before. In my opinion, Zach Braff is a genius! To top it all off... the movie also contains a kick butt soundtrack that I immediately ordered from Amazon.com. It was such a breath of fresh air concidering this week. This week was just one of those weeks. Honestly, I have just been hating my new school. Tuesday night I was on the phone for 2 hours with my mother bawling my eyes out because I thought that my life was truly horrible. Wednesday morning, I go to my mom's school and she tells me that my best friend's brother and his wife and his wife's sister were killed in a wreck just that morning. Adam and Sabrina had been married for about 3 weeks. Ashley has been my best friend since we were in the second grade and she just a few weeks ago moved to Ft. Worth and it has truly been a blessing. I had gotten to see more of her in the past few weeks than I had in years. Adam and Sabrina were both only 24. I know it seems so cliche to even say this but things like this put things in such perpective. The first thing I did was drive to my brother's apartment. I honestly don't know what I would do if I lost him, and I know that he means as much to me as Adam meant to Ashley. In my worst dreams nothing could touch the way I would feel if I lost my brother so I cannot imagine what Ashley is going through. It's just so close to home. I stayed up most of the night last night thinking of what I would say, what I would put in the card. Everything just seems so ridiculous to even say. I'm not sure what I expected from this Blogg. Maybe I just needed to ... I really don't know.