Thursday, June 09, 2005

Only save,try to find another way,I’m taking what I gave to you again.Some new day I could understand your face,you could even hold my hand if you would like to.It came up unexpected,I had to follow throughand it’s hard when you were working like you do.It was easy when you were younger,you can put it back together,it was there if you ever wanted itbut you closed the door and said goodbye for good.So this is a mistake,try to find a better way,you were never fond of anything I said.Can we begin again?Save it for another friend,I was happy in my life I won’t pretend,every time you were expecting to reach out and forgive this,I was hardened by the look upon your face,it was easy when you were younger,you can put it back together,it was there if you ever wanted it,but you closed the door and said goodbye for good,for good…you were easy

Monday, June 06, 2005

You know when you are walking out a door and there are people behind you...and if you decide to hold the door open for them, it takes forever for them to get to the door and you are thinking that you should have just let the door shut, but then the time that you actually let the door shut, it feels like you slammed the door in the persons face? I hate that. This seems to be a pretty good analogy for my life at the moment however....Anything that I decide to close the door on, it was too soon and I missed the chance to do something great. Then, anything that I decide to dwell on and 'leave open', so to speak, ends up with me waiting something out that should have probably just been closed.

On a completely different note...anyone have any good suggestions on Bible verses that deal with jealousy and how rotten being jealous all the time is? I could go for some of those right about now...

Life is a funny thing.